Very Bad Poetry

I’m not all that unhappy
I guess I kind of like my life crappy
Jumping off the cliff mentally was fun
When the temptations came this time I decided not to run
Yes that sounds bad but right now I’m so evil I don’t care
When I was who I was happiness wasn’t there
Thing that hurts me though is that it seems I can’t be happy either way
It’s gotten so bad that when I try to pray
I don’t even know what to say
Or even I have the right to be doing that
Sometimes I want to go back
Back to where I was, but that was a hurting place
But it’s got to be better than here cause here I keep falling on my face
The only thing I can smile about now a days is the fact that I’m loved
If it wasn’t for the love I’d probably turn to drugs
Whatever happens to me in the end though at least I did my best
Maybe one day in this life I’ll stop wanting to and feeling like less.

Teen Queen has published 2 more terrible poems since joining on 30/11/99. Read more of Teen's terrible poetry at the anthology. Here are three of Teen's latest works: