Very Bad Poetry

I think im losing my mind.


It always starts off small
A thought
An idea
A picture flashing before my eyes in primary colors

And it sparks another thought
Moves the colors from the additive to the subtractive
And little things start to add up

As the idea of a thought becomes pathology
A physchosis that maybe only I am developing
Because let us take a moment to think

I am currently twenty years old
I am at a time in my life where though innocence is being shatter, the idea of a self perception is being charted out like a highway map
However

I look at the map and instead of reading street signs
I focus on the spaces
The little pink block
Going from mile to mile
That are completely empty

So

I start of fill them with other thoughts
Medications
Quotations
Halluciaions

And I just keep stuffing them in there

Now I add expectations
Both gained and lost

And

It just makes me want to twitch
So I do

Typically beginning with the leg or fingers
And slowly moving
123
123
123
123

Over and over and over until it just consumes

And thoughts race
And feelings fade
And senses explode

I observe this and that
Observe rbg rbg rbg

And then I just force me self to…


I think im losing my mind...

Heinz 57 has published 2 more terrible poems since joining on 30/11/99. Read more of Heinz's terrible poetry at the anthology. Here are three of Heinz's latest works: