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I Want To Die
Teen Queen
If I wrote down everything that comes to mind
The PD would arrest me for various crimes
I’d do mad time
Because all I think of is killing, stealing and dealing
Killing the ones that make me want to kill myself, stealing from the ones that I can’t kill and everyone else, dealing out ass whoopings to the losers that ALMOST pushed me over the edge
I don’t want this though, I wish this all would get out my head
I believe if I didn’t think like this than maybe I wouldn’t want to be dead
Everyday I think of death and how much better my life would be if I didn’t have one
How I would make the world a better place with a bullet and a gun
Guess you can say I do have a tiny bit of care for myself since I haven’t it yet though
I’ve gotten close to doing it, just ask the people I know
They’ve seen me defile myself and scream hateful things to my heart
The new people in my life never seen me together, they’ve always known me as someone broken apart
I used to like that, it felt like a new start
Thing is though they find out about the past and usually leave me
Then I’m back to where I was, lonely
If you feel this same way than hey, let’s be here for each other
Every suicidal kid needs one another
Not for encouragement on the issue but just to be someone to talk to
Next time you want to die, I’m here for you
Who knows, a talk might help change what you want to do.
Teen Queen has published 2 more terrible poems since joining on 30/11/99. Read more of Teen's terrible poetry at the anthology. Here are three of Teen's latest works: